My hair seems to be the current issue with this phase of my life.

You see, I decided to buzz my hair off; since that time, I have not cut or colour my hair. I have been careless about making an attempt to look half way decent for some time because I found it hard to see why I need to impress other people. Then I have reminisced to a conversation with Joshua, the veteran scholarly student;” I dress for the type of future I want.”

I have looked back to the scandalous outfits that I have carelessly decided to display. That’s not the best type of representation, now is it?

It has been peaceful lately.

I have been active with a late challenge and slacking in a recent challenge. 

So my drawing skills and time played in chess is an active goal for the year. 

I find these two things relaxing and challenging. I sure wouldn’t want to miss out on a chance to learn, advance in skill and knowledgeable. 

Start of a spark

In spark of conversation,

The tools I needed in life began to appear

The music of artists sounded with heavy clouds in the night sky

Insight with what I needed to became began in life as I set boundaries and kept the rules impel 

With an active tongue and lack of satisfaction I will make the change that was always lacking 

Inverted passions

Somewhere inside of me I can feel this boiling sensation to travel.

Not only to travel to see and experience life in another continent, to open my eyes for once and see what it is the other human beings in this world are living with or what they lack of.

I can feel something deep inside of me, a undiscovered passion or purpose that lies buried beneath my conscious. When I travel to someplace new, I can see it now: I will carry with me my passion in my life’s purpose.

May it be building schools, teaching English, providing shelter or clothing, or finding a cure for diseases, to prevent children and their family’s to be torn apart and those who are murdered and raped, prevent the killing and domestication of wild animals, making the world a better place.